I have a son of 22 months and still seem to be depressed I cant seem to make anything make me feel happy I should of seen a gp but felt as if I was blaming pnd on my depression. I dont get any support from the father I moved away at the time of birth to be with the father which made me more isolated so moved back 6 months ago I went to church thinking this would help and its confused me more I dont know where I want to be or what I want to do its a feeling of despair I actually feel like Im losing my mind!