You aren't alone - it just really feels like it. This will pass, honest, but do get down to your GP. You don't have to go on your own you can take your baby with you and the GP will be fantastic. Mine was amazing and I'd never met him b4. If you can't even face getting out of the house, try your health visitor. Asking for help is really difficult but believe me, once you get proper help,you'll begin to feel much better. All the best sweetie x